Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition

And even if the world does end and I can’t be mad at guys cause life coulda been much worse At least I’m satisfied. At least my dad’s alive married to my mother. I have a sister and friends that I could call my brothers. At least I have life some people, their life was stolen; set up for a crime and behind bars is where they hold em. We got kids killin kids cause Earth is cold, women using abortions as a form of birth control. It hurts the soul and leaves a scar on your conscience, but it’s a blessing that I made it through this nonsense. So even if this will be my last night at least when it’s over I’ll be doin alright.

Sometimes you gotta dig deep, when problems come near, don’t fear things get severe for everybody everywhere. Why do bad things happen, to good people? Seems that life is just a constant war between good and evil. The situation that I’m facing is mad amazin to think such problems can arise from minor confrontations.

Now I’m contemplatin in my bedroom pacing, dark clouds over my head, my heart’s racing.

Suicide? nah, I’m not a foolish guy. Don’t even feel like drinking, or even gettin high, cause all that’s gonna do really, is accelerate, the anxieties that I wish I could alleviate. But wait, I’ve been through a whole lot of other shit, before swo I oughta be able, to withstand some more. But I’m sweatin though, my eyes are turnin red and yo.

I’m ready to lose my mind but instead I use my mind. I put down the knife, and take the bullets out my nine. My only crime, was that I’m too damn kind, and now some skanless motherfuckers wanna take what’s mine

But they can’t take the respect, that I’ve earned in my lifetime and you know they’ll never stop the furious force of my rhymes.

So like they say, every dog has it’s day, and like they say, God works in a mysterious way. So I pray, remembering the days of my youth as I prepare to meet my moment of truth

As time has gone by, to whom it may concern. I paid close attention, let me tell you what I learned; Today and tomorrow’s a reflection of the past, life’s like a cycle and nothing ever lasts. And being that we human, we forced to play the game. The more things change it seems the more they stay the same

Let’s blaze, what a way to escape. What’s a way for you to waste away your days of mistakes? Eyes glossy, glazed-over like, donuts and cakes. You’re happy with somebody so you wish and hope that it’s fate. But what if it’s fake? Hell of a scam, the whole time. All for the pie, you know, key lime. If it all ended today, at least you tried It was a nice ride, time to go inside. Yourself and take a look at the person and how it’s hurtin like how could somebody love you for years and then desert ya. What’s the whole purpose? Experience of learnin? Exterior is strong but inside you’re certainly burnin. Take two of these that’s the remedy for anything. You could be happy or else, at least pretend to be. Own biggest enemy, killing self slow. They tell you hold on loose but never let go.